So This Is Goodbye



Goodbye to how you made me feel, like I was less than or unworthy of your time and attention

Goodbye to your lies and who you really were deep down, the shameful parts you never let me see

Goodbye to the constant anxiety that “defining our relationship” always gave me, because you know better than I that we were never on the same wavelength

Goodbye to missed opportunities I let slip away, while waiting for you to “complete” me and start my “real” life

Goodbye to trying to fit the mold you created for me to live up to

Goodbye to fighting for your love

Goodbye to shaming other girls I thought were standing in the way of us being together

Goodbye to believing you when you say you’ll change, you’ll be different this time

Goodbye to thinking things could possibly work between us, that your heart could undergo a deep, supernatural change and become real, genuine or humble

Goodbye to guilt and regret after realizing I can’t ever make us work

Goodbye to further self-pity after trying so hard to do the impossible (make you love me)

And finally, Goodbye to the you I thought I knew, I will always love and miss you, even if you weren’t real

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  1. you writings is really so simple yet touched my heart unknowingly.I am blessed to read your posts,in case someone forgot to tell you today you are an amazing person and keep wishes from India.

      1. Nothing special about me Casey. We both put our pants on one leg at a time…hmmm, actually, do women put BOTH their legs in at the same time? Anyway, keep on keeping…

  2. I love this post soo much Casey,its made of simple lucid words but they mean so much also perhaps I can relate to it pretty well and that just made this my favorite post, that I have read in quite some time..

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