apps, dating, hope, love, relationships, Uncategorized

Don’t Be Afraid To Take An Old Soul’s Approach

Left , left, left, left, right. Left left, eh.. maybe right? Why not, RIGHT. You swipe and swipe all day long. You suddenly see your college roommate’s brother, get really embarrassed, consider deactivating rather than risk him telling her you are on the same dating app as him, yet you calm down, take another sip of wine, change your mind, …

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breakup, faith, god, healing, heartbreak, hope, life, love, Uncategorized

So This Is Goodbye


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Listen

Goodbye to how you made me feel, like I was less than or unworthy of your time and attention

Goodbye to your lies and who you really were deep down, the shameful parts you never let me see

Goodbye to the constant anxiety that “defining our relationship” always gave me, because you know better than I that we were never on the same wavelength

Goodbye to missed opportunities I let slip away, while waiting for you to “complete” me and start my “real” life

Goodbye to trying to fit the mold you created for me to live up to

Goodbye to fighting for your love

Goodbye to shaming other girls I thought were standing in the way of us being together

Goodbye to believing you when you say you’ll change, you’ll be different this time

Goodbye to thinking things could possibly work between us, that your heart could undergo a deep, supernatural change and become real, genuine or humble

Goodbye to guilt and regret after realizing I can’t ever make us work

Goodbye to further self-pity after trying so hard to do the impossible (make you love me)

And finally, Goodbye to the you I thought I knew, I will always love and miss you, even if you weren’t real

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